Nihilism

Perfect Nothing Nihilism Lyrics
1.Painful Intercourse


2.Rivet 3.82

you told me I could be anything
but then nothing cosumed my soul
I was so afraid of what I would become
if I did not give into visions sold
now I lay on my self-made grave
and pray to god that I'll be okay
I walk the hall and wonder where I went wrong
AND THEN YOU

put your fingers in my bliss
and fuck with all my innocence
ah but I was never true to be pure
I'm not alive
I am dead
how can I live
with this fever in my head
no I'm not alive
I am dead

TAKE ME BACK

into the land of the fallen
I stand but one step behind
I threw my ignorance to the curb
and prayed to an all mighty god
now I'm stuck with the sins
of the forgotten man
as I lay in the land
that forged my dreams
you told me I could be anything
I grew up fast you ran away
I was so afraid of what I'd become
so I threw myself away
now I lay on my self made grave
and pray to god that I'll be okay
walk the hall and wonder where I went wrong

AND THEN YOU

put your fingers in my bliss
and hide from all my innosence
I was so damn true so fucking pure
I'm not alive

I am dead
how can I live
with this fever in my head
no I'm not alive
I am dead

TAKE ME BACK

into the land of the fallen
I stand but one step behind
Fall to my knees how did he get control
In the land of the fallen
why do I deserve this mess
if this is where my soul goes wrong
I guess I deserve what I get

you can be anything
you can be anything

all I want is to be beautifull
I wanna feel your nature fill my soul
I want the beauty of me
to be the sower of you
I can't do with what i've got
cause you know

I'm not alive
I am dead
how can I live
with this fever in my head
no i'm not alive
i am dead

TAKE ME back


3.Unprophet

now i'm fallen fast asleep
i pray to god that i will dream
i fade i fade i fade away
into the land where my child plays
but now I'm gone I'm gone I'm dead
with all these dreams inside my head
it keeps on messin with my mind
magnified by mankind

(chorus)
I fade
into another dream
I fade
ripped right from the seams
I fade
into a new reality
I fade
seems so real to me

now this man he's chasin me
into the land of prophecy
he takes me by the hand
and shows me through the land
but now I'm just goin' with the flow
cause i don't know where else to go
I ain't got much else to say man
I'm just lost

(chorus)

Now I enter in the sky
on the wings of a butterfly
there's the land where my child died
here's where I lay my selfish pride
oh no here comes another whore
she's comin back for more
get me out of this nightmare
get me the fuck outta here

(chorus )

somtimes i try to change the world
but i don't know where
sometimes i feel that my life
is some old Dylan song
I sit and pray for the times to change
but everything just stays the same
I try to escape reality
I'll stay inside my dreams

(chorus)

I am lost by the terms of divinity
in this false society
in your fake reality
this shit does not seem right to me
so I go off into another sunset
where i can lay my love a line
where i can search for the truth
in all my youth and ask the question
WHY?

(chorus)


4.Chipped

I can't belive that I ever lost it
can't believe i ever lost control
can't believe that i ever had it
can't believe i ever had control
can't believe that i ever wanted
any thing more thatn to be alive
i just can't believe that i ever wanted
anything more than to be alive

I'm not alive
well i left with a few sins to repent
i since then lost my innocence
i've been drug through the streets
knocked to the floor
now i step into this body
to beg for more
i want more
i need more
give me more more more...

well i jump into this life of mine
i jump in with my own two feet
i'm lookin much futher now
far past the life i see
into a new kind mind
into a new kind of land
into a new kind of world where prophet is the self of man

Self a man
well i'm inside out
and upside down
I've been through this world
and all around
I've slept with angels
slept with sinners
slept with the mindless and the scared
and Fear the sun
I fear the sun
I fear the sun
I fear the coming of the son will burn my skin

I step into body today
to see the sins that lay within
then i walk through the clouds to shed my face
then he takes my hand as i enter the sky
i hear the fears of the angels
i have the fear of an angel
I cannot release their pain

Release their pain
dear god as you shine through me
through the streets of Eden
and sights unseen
and all the shit thats been fed to me
if fear is the tool of choice
I do not believe
I do not believe
I do not believe
I do not believe that fear's the force behind your breath

I can't believe that I ever wanted
anything more than to be alive
I can't believe that i ever wanted
anything more than to be alive


5.Richie


6.FuheartPN

The sun was shinin'.
The sun was shinin'?


7.War Of The Innocence

The stains on my sheets will preserve your pain


8.The Beginning


9.God

the judges are examining the photograph before posting the news

GOD!

here we go agian
the pain returns
to fear myself
to fear the burn

I am consumed by divinity
everything that it has stole from me
through the years I've begged to see
a true sign of it's purity
all these lies lay in my hands
of a selfish god a selfish man
all these fears the haunt my dreams
they peel my skin, now I SCREAM

I AM
I'M NOT
A MAN
A GOD
I AM
I'M NOT
A MAN
A GOD

i now return
into my cell
amungst the lies
i sell myself

crippled and lost through the maze of time
poety filter through my mind
close my eyes amazed to see
the fear it brings me to my knees
lakes of fir and golden trails
whoring nuns and fairy tales
Miltons' lost in Dantes' hell
transcending dreams of URIEL

I AM
NO
I'M NOT
NO
A MAN
NO
A GOD
NO
I AM
NO
I'M NOT
NO
A MAN
NO
A GOD

you lie to me
you lie to me
you lie to me
you lie to me
you lie to me
you lie to me
you lie to me
you lie to me

You took my life
you lied to me
you took my soul
you lied to me
of all i fear
you lie to me
of all i know
you lie to me
i bear no cross
you lie to me
i bear no pain
you lied to me
of all the sick
you lied to me
it lays in my viens
you lied to me

I'm sick and i'm tired and i can't seem to find my way HOME

Lied to me
lied to me
lied to me
lied to me
lied to me
lied to me
lied to me...


10.Son Of No Man

motherfucker!

back the back the back the fuck up
back the back the back the fuck up
back the back the back the fuck up

BACK THE FUCK UP!

Back the back the back the fuck up
back the fuck up
get the fuck outta my face
back the fuck up
step to me your gonna step to this bitch
back the fuck up
back the back the back the fuck up
back the fuck up

these bones are where i hide
this skin is my diguise
my body is just a lie
yeah my body is just a lie
oh lord you beat me
and then they bleed me
with the world they feed me
this fucking world you feed me

MOTHERFUCKER


11.Pupil

Many many times i broke out the FRITOS (preferably flaming hot
Fritos)

morning
the sky it is falling
the night it calling
the sun it is beating down on me

stepping
out of the door way
out of my old clothes
out of the life I wish to shed

looking
around the corner
stepping with instinct
walking as if I own the world

taking
in the new sights
in the new smells
of the new liberated me

conscience
all is empty
i'm no longer happy
reallity just broke through my skin

bye
bye
good bye
good bye to you ya little fucker
bye
good bye
bye
good bye to you

lookout
lookout
lookout
your window
fucker
fucker
fucker
motherfucker

camera
the paper is loaded
the news it is bullshit
the papers are fake and empty lies

feeling
as though i'm trapped
as though i am worthless
as though i just should not exist

fucked up
i'm not insane
i'm not crazy
my shoes are just to fucking tight

flying
i have wings now
i could make it
if i just get real high and jump

Fuck penetration
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck it feels so good yeah
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck it feels so good oh
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck how i love when you fuck me like
that

bye
good bye
bye
good bye to you ya little fucker
bye
good bye
bye
good bye to you

Look out
look out
look out
your window
fucker
fucker
fucker
motherfucker

you lie you cheat you fuck your way to my head
alone i bleed the word that scream in my head
you suck the fear that bleeds inside of my head
suck suck suck suck MYHEAD

suck suck suck suck myhead
suck suck suck suck myhead
suck suck suck suck myhead
suck suck suck suck myhead
myhead
myhead
myhead
myhead


12.Adaptation

somtimes i throw my fists
just for the fight that follows
sometimes i throw my pills
for the entire world to swallow
and i fill it full of anger
full of beauty and full of piss
then i watch as you pull back
you swing you missed

well i never really feal all that good
lord i never really feel all that well
my head it starts a spinning
my fingers start to swell
my voice slurs like a drunkard
my words they flow like mud
my voice is not of Adam
because my words are much thicker than blood

I will now look through you
I will now look through you
I will now look through you
I will now look through you

I don't really know what love is
no matter how hard I try
how one day you can be held so close
the next be left to die
somtimes i get really pissed off
and i swear i feel hate
but then i see through my ignorance
put down my fists and walk away

omnicient narrations
by good old father time
always keep me feeling
one step behind
I'll always live in some run down nieghborhood
I'll die alone and poor
i'll lose myself in a quest for wisdom
and die before i see the door

i could go on for years
about my faults and my fears
but i'll no longer bore you
with the thoughts behind my tears

I will now look through you
I will now look through you
I will now look through you
I will now look through you